here we go again....we find ourselves at the bottom of the pit again (and again and again and yet again). am i a masochist (or a sadist? which is which? im always confused...) to find myself in this situation again??? whoever put a curse on my life, stop. please just take the curse back, please...aarrrggghhh!
the conundrum of a vicious cycle. i feel like a hamster on the freakin' wheel, running around in circles...going nowhere. ugh! it gets so tiring. how does one extricate oneself from the "hamster wheel"?
the crisis has certainly drawn itself out too long. i need to find a way out, an end, the light at the end of a tunnel (which somone answered me with "means there's an oncoming car..." hehehehe), the silver lining in the clouds, the silver spoon in my mouth ... ooopppssss...strike that out...hehehe
when i see my goddaughter, i wish i were young again, her age perhaps. yeah, i'd like to go back to those days and wait until i could make some decisions and i'd choose the right ones this time. i know, you think i'm such an ungrateful ass for saying that i regret some of the decisions i made but yes, i am an ungrateful ass sometimes.
hmmm.....does that mean this is my karma? okay, okay, okay, i take that back. i'd make the same decisions if i had to live my life over again. satisfied? okay, so can the vicious cycle stop?
where's my fairy godmother when i need her?
3 comments:
Hi, Lynchie! Hope u'll b in good spirits soon! I think that whatever "ball and chain" u r dragging isn't caused by u but by someone else who wasn't true to u. I hope u will get over this burden through GOD's blessing in His time!!! Take care always! We love you!!!
Hope you can sleep well while the employees of RJ Barshop, which you scammed, are now living miserably after losing their jobs. How can you possibly sleep so soundly while you put innocent people's lives in jeopardy? I really hope you get what you deserve!
anything that happens, happens for a reason....Lame!...I know.... i read in a book that a helicopter ride would give you a literal perspective of how minute one day is and how minute people and places can be.....and they are just a small part of the bigger picture...our life....things will be better
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