wow, i can't believe it, i am now mrs. chillyn pacot - de lucia. wow & wow again...it seems like yesterday i was writing about getting the proof for our invites now, we're married!!! can you believe it? neither can i...
but then, it really is a strange mixed-up feeling...when you suddenly realize that you're no longer single but married! (i was going to say double but hey, everybody knows i'm double, literally and figuratively...) i used to have this thought in the back of my head that it doesn't matter if it doesn't work out between us in the end because, i'm still free... free meaning single...i could still meet other guys and hope to find mr. right for me. but after last thursday, i gotta pinch myself every now and then and make myself understand that that won't work anymore. that mindset. now, it's not just me but there's ricky too.
wow, it's amazing...i've wondered what every bride in my egroup actually meant when they said that's it's a different feeling when you wake up in the morning and your husband is beside you. believe me, on the 31st, i had to gather my senses for a few seconds upon waking up because i was thinking, what the hell am i doing here? then i saw ricky (or should i say i heard ricky coz' he was snoring loudly) beside me and i caught myself smiling because i am married and this man should be the first person i see every morning.
there is so much to write about. things that transpired before, during and after the wedding. but the schedule was so hectic that i couldn't even find the time to check my email. in the coming days, i'll try and relive the whole thing for you through my entries. i just hope you won't tire of reading them.
gotta go...
mrs. chillyn pacot-de lucia (wow....)
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